Sora

[an ooc note -- sort of]

2008-10-30T06:46:12Z

from me to you

little brother

permanent link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aRCNZ8JALms

[o12 - a message]

2008-10-02T16:11:47Z

Got away from me again.

Riku.

Why do you keep running from me? Have I made you mad somehow? And -- if I have, then can we at least talk about it or something? I'll even let you punch me or whatever, if it'll make you feel better.

I'm not just gonna stop chasing you, you know. Yeah, it's pretty selfish of me, but .. I really just want you close by, that's all. I miss you.

[o11 -- strikes invisible]

2008-09-07T15:30:24Z

I hate colds.

That's not what's really bugging me the most, though. To be honest, I don't even think I could place what exactly it is. It's kind of like a gnawing -- Roxas says he felt it too during that whole incident a while back. ~~I can't even begin to apologize enough for splitting everybody up like that.~~

I don't know. It just puts me in a bad mood.

... And, you know that I worry about you guys, right? It's like every time I turn away for even a second, something terrible's happened. And half the time I can't do anything but sit back and wait, which is so frustrating. You all would tell me if there was something I could do to help, right?

~~I need a nap.~~

[o10 -- another question]

2008-07-26T05:35:13Z

What are some of the manliest movies you guys can think of, and where can I watch them?

~~It'd make Riku feel ten times better.~~

[oo9]

2008-07-21T04:19:11Z

I want to know something. How will I be able to tell when I'm strong enough?

Everybody's been saying that I just have to get to that point, but I don't have a clue where that point actually is.

Is there someplace where I can find out, without getting myself killed?

[oo8 -- question]

2008-06-21T18:15:39Z

Hey, Song? Do you know anything about controlling your own dreams? You know, when there's nobody else in them.

It's .. kind of important.

[oo7]

2008-06-18T07:06:56Z

This is so stupid.

And I can't do anything about it.

[oo6]

2008-06-09T17:28:05Z

First off, happy birthday Donald! There's something for you at the house, if you stop by sometime today. Mom helped me out, so don't worry, it's edible!

So much has been going on lately, I don't even know where to begin. Thank you guys so much for coming to the party, even if it ended on a bit of a sour note. But hey, I learned my lesson, so no big deal, right? I've learned a lot different lessons recently, some a bit harsher than others. But .. I like to think I'll be a better person because of them.

I've got .. a few more things I really need to take care of, then we can leave again, Donald and Goofy. They won't take very long, I promise.

[oo5] strikes hackable only to Riku, Kairi, Axel

2008-05-21T03:18:51Z

I can't quite place how I'm feeling right now.

Aerith refused to let me leave the house today. I tried to argued with her about it this morning, but I guess she was right to do it, because I fell back asleep sometime around 10 and woke up three hours ago.

She made me a really nice dinner when I got up, too. I feel sort of bad for crashing on the couch for that long, and that she fussed over me like that, but she kept insisting that she didn't mind.

I don't know. I'm still really mad about yesterday, and everything, really. I feel better today, but I can't remember the last time I was so angry. I want to admit that I overreacted, but how can I? The Organization kidnapped my best friend, and they're trying to kill off my other friends.

But guys? I'm really glad you guys are able to fight back. Organization 13 isn't going to stand a chance against all of us!

I was too mad yesterday, though. I said things I shouldn't have; I picked a fight I shouldn't have. Yesterday should have been a reminder that I'm no where near strong enough yet, but I picked a fight and now I'm in way over my head.

~~I should have listened to Axel. I'm sorry.~~

[oo4]

2008-05-05T23:34:12Z

Here's a snippet of a chat log from two days ago:

atotalsap: I got some pizza rolls on Mirror Earth
plan awesome: oh?
atotalsap: yeah!
atotalsap: Except, I have no way of cooking them on the ship really
plan awesome: try some fire

There! You see? That is PROOF that I can at least partially blame Axel for getting stuck in Gummi Space.

I'm obviously not gonna blame him entirely, because I was the one dumb enough to actually try to use fire in my Gummi ship. But he put the idea in my head. So. Don't try to weasel your way out of this one, Axel.

Anyway, I finally got the engine fixed. I should be at Olympus Coliseum early this morning. I can't wait to see everyone!

Oh, and how is everyone doing? I haven't heard from some of you in a while.

[oo3] Mirror Earth

2008-05-01T14:46:04Z

Mirror Earth actually isn't all that bad.

The first day and a half were pretty awful, though. I had no munny, no food, and no where to stay except for a really gross hotel where I slept on the floor instead of even bothering with the bedsheets, and the smog. I'm still not used to it. Walking around outside for too long leaves a really nasty taste in my mouth.

I did learn a lot, though! Mirror Earth is incredibly different than the other worlds I've been on:

-The food is fantastic. Ryune directed me to an In'N'Out, and they had the best burgers I've ever eaten in my life. Snickers bars are really good and satisfying too, and even cheaper than the burgers. I haven't gotten the chance to try a taco yet, but I've got a pretty good feeling about them.

-People here like to see tricks. That's how I made the munny to feed myself here; I just did a few backflips and suddenly I could afford food. What was even weirder was, yesterday when I was done for the evening, some guy approached me and gave me his business card, and asked me to meet him at some studio downtown the next day.

So I went this morning, and it was the same thing: more stunts, except the guy made me do it over again for two hours. There were a bunch of other people and cameras and equipment around too, and when I asked the guy what it all was for he told me it was a "psychological horror sci-fi thriller", and that he didn't have a title for it just yet.

That .. really didn't answer my question. Does it have something to do with the movies you guys were talking about? They didn't really have anything quite that big back home.

The guy really paid me well, though. I haven't been able to count it all yet, but he gave me a ton of munny.

-There's lots of nice things here, but there's also lots of really sad things, too. I took Aya's advice and stayed at a youth center last night, and there were a lot of other kids my age, but .. they didn't really seem happy at all. They didn't really want to talk, either, so I'm not sure what was going on.

There was a little girl there that did talk to me, though. Her name was Kaylie, and she told me she ran away from home because her Daddy was a huge smelly stupid face that hit people, and that she was never going back again. She was really upset, and it upset me too, so I let her stay with me. But wow, she sure could snore for such a little kid.

Kaylie was really upset when I left this morning too, so I gave her an old keychain of mine and promised I'd be back. Kind of funny, isn't it? I was so eager to get off this world before, and here I am making promises to go back as soon as I get the chance.

... I don't mind, though. Donald, Goofy, whenever we're in the area again, do you mind if we stop at Mirror Earth for a day or two? I'd really appreciate it.

[oo2 - voice post]

2008-04-22T00:53:21Z

[Lots of shuffling around and clicking, followed by a brief silence, save for a single muffled sneeze. Several minutes later, he starts speaking.]

I hate it when friends fight. [Voice is quiet, somewhere between a breathy murmur and his regular, clear voice. He almost seems agitated.]

Maybe I'm just being sensitive, but seeing you guys get into stupid fights over things that shouldn't even matter brings up memories. Stuff I don't like remembering.

[a tired sigh, followed by a pause.]

I mean, I haven't read very far back into the community, but you guys are always there for each other and supporting each other, because you're friends. I know that friends argue and they get into stupid fights, but--

[another pause]

--But when your friends are the only people who understand what you're going through, and they're in the same situation as you, why would you push them away?

[with all the long silences, it's easy to tell the subject at hand isn't really what's bothering him. Eventually he speaks again, saying exactly what's on his mind.]

Riku, I know there's something bothering you. Why won't you tell me?

[oo1]

2008-04-14T05:16:50Z

Jiminy suggested I use this livejournal thing as my own journal- you know, to keep my own thoughts together in one spot. I really just think he got tired of me taking his journal and writing in it, and having my handwriting take up 20 pages.

Anyway, my name's Sora. I'm 15, and right now I'm traveling with my friends Donald, Goofy and Jiminy to find Riku and the King, and .. that's it, really!

Well okay, no it isn't. There's all sorts of problems going on with the worlds, and I guess I really kind of just wanted to find Riku and go home. But, it's not really a big deal in the end. I'm not gonna just flat-out ignore the worlds if they need help, especially when I'm able to help.

Anyway, Twilight Town's nice. It kind of feels like I've been here before. You know that feeling you get when you're at home, and you walk around and see someone you know everywhere you turn? It feels a lot like that. Yen Sid and the refugees I've met have been really nice too, and I'm really glad that they understand I still think the whole thing's really weird. I honestly can't put into words how weird it is to think people have action figures of me.

I can't sleep. I hope that doesn't become a common occurrence.