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Got away from me again.

Riku.

Why do you keep running from me? Have I made you mad somehow? And -- if I have, then can we at least talk about it or something? I'll even let you punch me or whatever, if it'll make you feel better.

I'm not just gonna stop chasing you, you know. Yeah, it's pretty selfish of me, but .. I really just want you close by, that's all. I miss you.

I hate colds.

That's not what's really bugging me the most, though. To be honest, I don't even think I could place what exactly it is. It's kind of like a gnawing -- Roxas says he felt it too during that whole incident a while back. I can't even begin to apologize enough for splitting everybody up like that.

I don't know. It just puts me in a bad mood.

... And, you know that I worry about you guys, right? It's like every time I turn away for even a second, something terrible's happened. And half the time I can't do anything but sit back and wait, which is so frustrating. You all would tell me if there was something I could do to help, right?

I need a nap.

What are some of the manliest movies you guys can think of, and where can I watch them?

It'd make Riku feel ten times better.

I want to know something. How will I be able to tell when I'm strong enough?

Everybody's been saying that I just have to get to that point, but I don't have a clue where that point actually is.

Is there someplace where I can find out, without getting myself killed?

Hey, Song? Do you know anything about controlling your own dreams? You know, when there's nobody else in them.

It's .. kind of important.

This is so stupid.

And I can't do anything about it.

First off, happy birthday Donald! There's something for you at the house, if you stop by sometime today. Mom helped me out, so don't worry, it's edible!

So much has been going on lately, I don't even know where to begin. Thank you guys so much for coming to the party, even if it ended on a bit of a sour note. But hey, I learned my lesson, so no big deal, right? I've learned a lot different lessons recently, some a bit harsher than others. But .. I like to think I'll be a better person because of them.

I've got .. a few more things I really need to take care of, then we can leave again, Donald and Goofy. They won't take very long, I promise.

I can't quite place how I'm feeling right now.

Aerith refused to let me leave the house today. I tried to argued with her about it this morning, but I guess she was right to do it, because I fell back asleep sometime around 10 and woke up three hours ago.

She made me a really nice dinner when I got up, too. I feel sort of bad for crashing on the couch for that long, and that she fussed over me like that, but she kept insisting that she didn't mind.

I don't know. I'm still really mad about yesterday, and everything, really. I feel better today, but I can't remember the last time I was so angry. I want to admit that I overreacted, but how can I? The Organization kidnapped my best friend, and they're trying to kill off my other friends.

But guys? I'm really glad you guys are able to fight back. Organization 13 isn't going to stand a chance against all of us!

I was too mad yesterday, though. I said things I shouldn't have; I picked a fight I shouldn't have. Yesterday should have been a reminder that I'm no where near strong enough yet, but I picked a fight and now I'm in way over my head.

I should have listened to Axel. I'm sorry.